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As the days pass, I fall more and more in love with my life. I never thought I would have this kind of peace. Though life a single mom, worker, and student was not where I saw myself at 30, I can't picture being anywhere else. The kids and I have forged an even stronger bond. Three against the world. Everyday that I wake up with them in my arms is automatically the best day ever.

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Jul. 6th, 2013

There's nothing I can use to compare to the feelings I have for my children. In my late teens I was told by 2 doctors that I wouldn't get pregnant. It was a combination of an eating disorder, drug abuse, and some internal issues. Then I got pregnant with kyra. It took a few months but I changed who I was completely. From that day forward, every decision I make is family centered. Those two young lives are the most precious thing to me. I live my life as a positive role model for them. I'm taking so much better care of myself-mentally and physically so I can be there completely. God has blessed me with two if the most incredible gifts imaginable.
On another note, our household is going more 'natural'. We now use vinegar, baking soda, or lemon juice for cleaning. I'm continuing to use homemade laundry soap. Henna is what I use for hair color, with a pure shampoo. We use salt for ant control. I'm working on making the house toxin free. I'm kinda surprised with how on board everyone is with me. Small steps a little at a time

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Mar. 29th, 2013

I guess I'm cut out again. I'm so tired of trying to guess what I did wrong *this* time. I hate the drama. I just wanted to be apart of this persons life. One more person I'm not good enough for. The list just keeps growing it seems.

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Sitting the er, waiting for the doc. Possible concussion, thanks to a nasty fall on the ice. That's what I get for exercising and not just driving. Man my head hurts. And if I puke one more time ill scream. 12 times since 11 last night is enough

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I am truly alone. There is something wrong with me on a fundamental level that causes people to walk away from me. Things are really bad right now and I'm screaming for help. Unfortunately there is no one to listen

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Oct. 4th, 2012

I'm in the er. I'm sure this has to do with what I saw my doc about Monday. Things are just getting worse. I've been beaten multiple times in my life. I have surgies and two kids. I have never had a pain scale of 10 like I have right now. Been in the waiting room for 2.5 hours. I just need to be seen Nd get some answers. I can't keep going like this. The physical pain is affecting every aspect of my life and being and quite frankly I'm sick of throwing up. It's gross and makes the pain worse.

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My contract was up with sprint so I renewed and got an iPhone 4S. I'm loving it so far. I miss certain things about android but all in all this is a better phone. And fast!

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So, I sat down to make a nice long post and Liam just woke up. Maybe someday........
Friends, I need help. Bobby's birthday is on Wednesday and there is no way in hell to afford to get him any gift at this time.
What's a good homemade idea?
Thanks!!!

Feb. 4th, 2011

Yesterday, I celebrated 6 years clean.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!